Hey everyone, I really should update this more ofte, but I'm just to busy. If you know me, you know that I have way too much on my plate and that I probably should slow down a bit. But I can't just quit something.  Mrs. Hunt was talking to us about being a part of a team and what it means to be dedicated to something. It's hard for me because I'm dedicated to too many things.  I don't hardly have any time for my friends anymore. So, if anyone feels that I have been a bad friend at all I'm apoligizing. I'm apoligizing for not being there for my family, my friends, and myself. So if anyone wants to just talk to me, I would really apreciate it and would love to lend a listening ear.  I'll try not to interrupt with what I think about but I'm not promising because I might not. I might forget and stick my big foot in my big mouth. Well, this has been a real experience. I can't beleive I won't talk with my mom about this stuff, but I'll post it so that teh whole internet community can read it. Oh well.

<3 Lib

ok it's been like forever since i've updated and im sure all of you are wondering what the heck is wrong with me. i've not really been allowed on the comp. due to my mom and bro hogging it all the time and not cleaning my room and crap like that. well, this school year got off to a good start. i got all the classes i waned. we had our first game on friday and it was so much fun. i love performing. it's like doing drugs but u don't like...die. oh the footballl team lost but we were awesome and that's all that matters.j/k. im gonna apply to be the student director for the play this year. i think it would be really cool and i think i could handle it. so that's pretty much all that's up with me. except for the fact that i don't have a boyfriend and vow to do so before my 16th b-day. any takers?...oh well, plenty of time until january and the right guy will come along...eventually...i hope...before im like 30. well, that's all.

<3 lib

Currently Watching Chicago (Full Screen Edition) see related

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Currently Watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (Full Screen Edition) (Harry Potter 4) see related

yes, i am most certainly alive and yes, my grandma did die.

i went up to connecticut for the wake asnd it was kind of hard to deal with. it was the first time in a while that someone really close to me died. when my dad passed i was 4 and didn't really understand it i guess. when people ask, "how are you doing?"  what do you say/ is that the courtesything to do when someone dies. im also frustrated with the im sorrys. i kno there's really nothing else to say but it makes no sense. it was an open casket too and she looked awful. they didn't even puit her makeup on right! but ther nails were a bright pink and that made me able to smile at least for a little bit, b/c my grandma's the kind of person who would wear huge, fake, pink nails and i wouldn't have it neother way.

im going back in july to help with cleaning the house and stuff. it's so hard to work around my band camp and dakota's summer school.

well, my report card was good. nothing lees than what i wanted. i was disappointed in my scince final, but i stiil got an A in the class, so im happy. i had a cool last day of school. me, amy, candy, rebecca, and some other girls were watching phantom of the opera in mr. akiona's room. we even got some cool plastic hats and mine is still sitting in the living room.

i'm so thankful for all my friends. they've been so awesome this year . i hope we can have an even better time time next year, if that's possible! i love all of my friends and hope u all have a great summer!

<3 lib